
Hidden in the folds of Time
By Edilson Afonso Ferreira
Suddenly, on any given day, walking up the sidewalks
became more difficult, it seemed they were higher;
the noise of children and teenagers became louder,
it started to bother you;
your children have passed the line of youth
and you see them as middle-aged people,
almost elderly;
that book or movie everyone recommended to you,
and after fifteen minutes of reading or watching it,
you get bored because you have already guessed
the ending it is proposing;
you have become different, more reserved, quieter,
looking suspiciously at everyone around you,
even old friends;
however, that young and beautiful woman,
who you never fail to notice and you see
with eyes of rapture and admiration,
even desire, and she withdraws
and does not reciprocate;
then you ask yourself – do people think I have stopped
loving what is beautiful in this world?
despite everything, you maintain your vigor and fullness,
which they seem to ignore, so you have to learn to live
with a new status that has been granted to you;
allowing them not to know or suspect that your youth was
much happier than theirs, and that they will never have
one like it, because time and the wind took it away,
and it is hidden, forever and ever.

Edilson Ferreira, 81 years old, is a Brazilian poet who writes in English rather than Portuguese. Has launched two Poetry Collections, entitled “Lonely Sailor” and “Joie de Vivre”; has 200 poems published in 300 different publications, in selected international Literary Journals. Has, also, been nominated for the Pushcart Prize. He began writing at the age of 67 after he retired from a bank.