Anniversary Edition, November 2023
Just one of those days
An essay by Dan Hardison
It’s just one of those days you can’t explain
— Guy Clark
When a writer is faced with a blank page and the task of putting words together with a mind that does not want to cooperate it is called writer's block. But artists can face the same problem with a blank canvas. Just getting started can be a difficult task. Then there is the problem when the image that is developing on the canvas does not match the image visualised in the mind. Examples are many where even great artists have painted over sections of canvas that did not suit them, or simply painted a different image on the back of a canvas.
Then there are the times when a work of art has been completed, installed in a place of distinction, and something really goes wrong.
Ben Long has made a career as a teacher and a painter of frescos. He has created stunning frescos in churches and public buildings. Beginning in 1988, Ben Long spent two years creating a very large fresco for historic St. Peter’s Catholic Church in Charlotte, North Carolina. Over 1500 square feet and 30 feet high, the fresco depicted “The Agony in the Garden”, “The Pentecost”, and at the centre “The Resurrection”.
In 2002, the unthinkable happened. The entire centre section of the fresco crashed to the floor with remaining areas severely damaged. A heart-breaking disaster. While it would be determined that numerous construction projects in the immediate area surrounding the historic downtown church was the cause of the destruction – with the foundation work on a high-rise bank building next door delivering the final blow – the loss was still devastating.
The creation of art can be difficult and often frustrating work. To render an object that reflects one’s thoughts, vision, and passion, can be exhilarating. The late folk artist Sybil Gibson once said, “I have had so many adversities related to my painting – along with some notable successes – that I sometimes wonder at my determined drive to keep trying in the face of some of my disasters. Everything one creates doesn't turn out a masterpiece, but it is such a joyous thrill to bring off something you recognise as being good from your innermost self.”
Dan Hardison is a native of Tennessee, and now lives in Wilmington, North Carolina where he is a writer and artist. His artwork is inspired by Japanese woodblocks and ink painting (sumi-e). As an artist and writer, he is drawn to the Japanese haiga – a combination of image and poem. This has led to recent work creating handmade artist books. Dan's writing is primarily in the Japanese short form of haiku and haibun, and has appeared at Frogpond, Cattails, Contemporary Haibun Online, Drifting Sands, and other print and online journals. His work can be found on his website "Windscape Studio" and his blog "Some Tomorrow’s Morning".